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Age 35, Female
Mrs. DevourerJay
Vancouver
Joined on 4/5/04
Posted by JadeTheAssassin - October 19th, 2008
I was doing so well this morning/early afternoon. I was all smiles, very cheery. I picked up the slack, bought my parents coffee, bought my co-worker a drink, and just felt like it was a good day.
Thanks to my fucking period and a few choice words, I kinda did a 180 and I'm a complete mess right now.
I need a break.
I'm so tired.
I was really getting worried when I was talking to you.
I know things have been stressful with work, I hope you take some time off soon, it might do you good.
Always remember that you're free to vent and talk to me whenever you want. I'll always be ready to listen and comfort you, always.
Hope you're sleeping well, hon. Just get better soon. :(
<3 <3 <3
I'm much better. Still a bit on edge, but eh.
I had sex last night, did you?
I think you need to go suck a few more dicks, you stupid cunt. Fuck off.
At least you're not a teenage boy that has to go through puberty while questioning his existence, like myself.
Try going through not being able to train yourself to go to sleep early so you can wake up early and not doze off in front of the computer because you're exhausted. And not wake up multiple times during the night because you think that a) you're still driving, or b) that you're at work.
Try feeling aggravated that you can't approach co-workers to tell them to do something because you're afraid that you'll sound bossy.
Try being almost scared to death of driving because you're afraid of dying, or killing someone. Or that you know you're so easily distracted that you've nearly gotten into an accident twice already.
Try wondering why you're getting so easily sick all of the sudden.
Try wondering if your 94 year old grandma is going to get over a chest infection.
Try wondering how it feels to have period cramps so bad that they stay for hours, even though you've had a heating pad to your tummy, a few extra strength tylenol in your system, and you've barfed up/shat out whatever solids and liquids were in your system. And that nothing seems to help.
Just, gah. So many problems, so much bitching.
i've been fighting off a cold for the last 5 days... it wont quite get me sick enough, but it makes me feel sick... get me drift? i hope...
it sucks..
but do try to feel better, im sorry
Sorry to hear everything you're going through, Sweetie.
At first, it just sounded like you got your period a bit unexpectdly.
Didn't know things were THAT bad. Plenty of space in my PM inbox for a certain Mod to unload, if she wants to. *Hint, hint*
Touche on the nuts.
SacredShit
Reboot.